SOMETIMES..….ALL THE TIMES

Sometimes I keep on building high walls around me,
Not to keep myself away,
But to see who cares enough to make them fall.

Sometimes I keep myself inside a fence,
Not as a defense,
But rather to see who really feels me…who has enough sense.

Sometimes I prefer to be isolated,
Not to be lonely,
But rather to see who cares enough to come close.

Sometimes I prefer to be remote,
Not because of fear,
But rather to see who cares enough to be near.

Sometimes I intend to be mysterious,
Not because I want to look serious,
But rather to see who cares enough to be curious.

Sometimes I decide to be passive,
Not to show no interest,
But to see who cares enough to be impressive.

Sometimes I intend to keep the distance,
Not to act arrogant,
But rather to see who cares enough to be persistent.

Sometimes I intend to be unsocial,
Not to be rude,
But rather to see to whom I am really special.

Sometimes I keep all my secrets covered,
To see by whom and how they will be discovered.

Sometimes……all the times….
And until now, I haven’t found the kind of person I want to be,
I haven’t found the person that when I be ill succeed.