FOR TWO YEARS

For two years we have dated,
For two years I have waited,
For two years I have known,
That you're the woman I want to call my own,
For two years you've loved and cherished,
For two years we have grown and flourished,
For two years I have cared, protected and been,
The kind of man that you had never before seen,
For two years we alone have known,
The fire of love that simmered and which no one could be shown,
And now as I am on a bended knee,
Looking into your beautiful eyes staring back at me,
Although with the flick of a tear,
I know you have no fear,
That this man you've come to call boo,
This man you tell I love you and never fails to say he loves you too...
Will not leave nor disappoint you,
And as I pop the question,
Before God I make the declaration,
That at His altar I'll make a covenant...
With Him, with you and each congregant,
To love you like Christ has loved us,
And to respect...protect...provide...so I might,
Be your knight,
And shining armour....till death!

MORE THAN LOVE

When we first met I thought,
That you were beautiful.
But then I spoke to you,
And that is when I found,
Your personality,
Your loving, caring soul
Is more beautiful than
A crisp winter sunrise.

Hooked on every quaint word,
Passion fell from your lips,
Yearning to understand,
Enticing mind and soul,
And there I fell.

Into an unfortunate state of love sickness.
You will not leave my thoughts,
May it be day or night,
Slamming on my mind’s door,
Preventing me from sleep,
And when I fall asleep,
You’re there within my dreams.

But I don’t mind at all.
For every time I see you
My stomach flips ten-fold,
Butterflies flutter by,
And then I fall again.

But it hurts when you’re not here,
And I can’t hold you close,
Play with your gorgeous hair,
Kiss your luscious, soft lips,
Gaze at your brown eyes,
That every time gaze back in the same way.

Your smile has many smiles,
Your cheeky, tight-lipped smirk,
Your radiant, laughing smile,
Your charming, knowing smile,
These I appreciate,
And then I fall again.

When absent for a while
I start to persuade myself,
That I will be just fine!
But then I see you there,
And love hits like a crashing wave,
I struggle to hold back,
My longing to tell you,
That I have never felt this way,
Never so in love,
Never found someone so infuriating yet,
Never wanted to be apart.
Never have I felt,
Such a desire to protect,
And look after someone,
As badly as I want to protect and look after you.

Like a wolf for his family,
I’d give everything I have for you.
For you to look at me,
With the same desire,
The same burning passion,
That will not stop raging,
Within my heart.
Happy Valentine’s!

BREATHLESS

A breath of fresh air,
poured into the room,
I breathed it in and,
instantly I was consumed.

I knew nothing of logic,
only feelings,
I knew nothing of rationality,
only passion.



I recalled,
just how toxic love can be,
And the times,
I was deceived by its acid rain.

Yet this time,
I feel renewed,
And this time,
I know of nothing,
nothing, but you.

The truth is ill tell myself,
I don’t like you
And I’ll force myself,
to stop thinking about you
I poison my mind,
with harmful phrases:

“She doesn't care about you”
“She doesn't think about you”
“She doesn't want you”
“She doesn't need you”

But the truth is,
every time I see you,
My stomach burns,
My face gets hot,
And I can’t seem to get enough air.

DREAMING WARRIOR

In this maze of life we live,
As time counts down so quietly,
We try to sort life through our mental sieve,
But often end up under or over reacting.

Every morning we wake up,
With the same thing going through the head,
A big BLANK!
A blank for stuff we do not even care for.

The grains of the hourglass speed up not down,
We meet new and old folks alike,
We pray each morning for a smile, not a frown,
But sometimes life decides to say 'SYCHE!!'

This is the sole reason we cling so close to each other,
We await the day our soul's cry is heard from one somewhere,
In this life you will find enemies many and few folks like a brother,
But getting into the fray will show your strength if you dare.

Let not fear slay the hand and sword, advance upon your foe,
Let the light shine ever so bright and the path will begin to glow.

ALWAYS THERE

When I'm online,
Your words are always there…
I type my love for you,
On the computer screen.....
Never will you truly know,
Just how much you mean……
Some may say it's crazy,
But I don't really care…….
They could never understand,
All that we have shared……
All the nights you never spent with me,

Felt like you were there………
Always with an open heart,
And an open ear……..
I never had to wonder,
If you truly care……..
Because when I turn on my computer,
Your words are always there!!!

TODAY I SMILED

Today I smiled and all at once,
Things didn't look so bad...

Today I shared with someone else,
A little bit of hope I had….

Today I sang a little song,
And felt my heart grow light…

I walked a happy little mile,
With not a cloud in sight…

Today I worked with what I had,
And longed for nothing more...
And what had seemed like only a wilderness,
Were flowers at my door…

Today I loved a little more,
And complained a little less,
And in the giving of myself,
I forgot my weariness…
Today I SMILED!

DREAMS...ALWAYS BETTER THAN REAL!

I want you to love me just one more day,
And let me feel those nice feelings once again,
Let me forget that you’ve already gone away,
Cause that will make me go insane,

Let me love you one more day,
To give you more love that may make you stay,
Come to my life once again,
appear,  stay in my heart,
come near, remove this fear,


Let us fall in love once more,
And from this dream let me not awake,
Don’t say goodbye,
Don’t close the door,
For heaven’s sake!

You were the sweetest dream I know,
Dreams are always better than real,
Dreams always bring a sun beam,
Real puts you in prisons of steel!!

MOTION IS EXISTENCE

When I think of motion, I think of waves,
The waves of life as we move to its beat,
Motion is the beat of the heart in rhythmic tones,
It is a note of joy when two hearts meet…

It is laughter and smiles among friends,
That brings joyous movement to our faces,
It is candid moments of beauty that's unforgettable,
There is certain motion in the most familiar places…

 A stereo of sound is motion for dance,
Through the airwaves of time it sets a mood,
Sending our senses into a tumult of thoughts,
We play in motion to the sound of music…

Motion in progress is what we crave,
It calls us in every sense of existence,
The wind in motion is a garden of loveliness,
Pushing us forward with loving persistence…

Beauty is the unfolding of a rose in motion,
It is the petals of colour that exudes the essence,
Of the motion of creation in its finest form of growth,
Flooding the atmosphere with a fragrance of finesse….

Motion gives us a delicacy in life,
So never slumber, never give up,
Never stop searching, never stop working,
For then you’ll cease existing,
Because…..
Existence is motion,  and motion is existence!

DONT GIVE UP

Life gets harder as you go on,
And no one doubts that life is not long,
But just remember that no matter how dark it gets,
never to give up even a little bit…..


It’s hard to go on, I know,
and sometimes you can’t get through the blue,
but always understand why people write motivational ‘shit’ like this,
because they hate to see the things that they miss…..





So don’t go down the ‘I pity myself’ road,
because you are the only one you have to be,
you get only one shot in this life,
and sometimes there is nothing more tempting,
than giving up when in strife…..

But always believe that there is always someone,
that won’t want to see you go down,
so I hope when you read this you will know,
that giving up is not worth it,
no matter how many times you put up with shit…..

And if someone stabs you in the back,
be glad you didn’t get stabbed in the chest!!

WHY DID I LOVE YOU?

Every day I just wonder,
Why did I love you?

Did I love you,
For your charming brown eyes,
Or because you are so caring,
Unlike many other ladies?

Did I love you,
For your cute baby face,
Or do I just love to feel our warm embrace?

Did I love you,
Because of your irresistible “innocent’ smile,
Or is it just because of your easy going style?



Did I love you,
For your simple funny way,
Or is just because I feel like I wanna be with you every day?

Did I love you,
Because together we always have fun,
Or is just because I feel like we turned to be one?

Did I love you,
For your endless kindness,
Or is just because I hate to feel the loneliness?

Did I love you,
For your gentle tender touch,
Or maybe because you love me too much?

Did I love you,
For you gave me unbelievable attention,
Or is it just because you try by all means,
To show me your undying affection?

Did I love you,
Because with you it feels so right,
Because of the way you hold my hand so tight,
Because I know with me you feel secure,
Because I make you no more obscure??

No, it’s not just that,
I loved you, because you are simply YOU!!

WOMEN SAY....

That men are so strange,

That they can’t change,

If you love them…..they are selfish,

Ignore them…they run to you like d**

Care for them…they become spoilt and childish,

Offer them your love and they will refuse,

Be generous to them and they will abuse,

Give them…they will only take,

Sacrifice for them…and that will be your biggest mistake,

Be passionate with them…they’ll tell u “give me break”

If you give them respect, you will regret,

Because they will only give you neglect,

Disregard them…they bend on their knees,

Forget about them…they will beg you please,

Be nice…they will be cold like ice,

Never offend them….they’ll treat u like a queen,

Please them…they become really mean,

Tell them you don’t want them…they will surely wait,

But women still adore them,

Laugh at their jokes,

Get excited at their phone calls,

Long for their embrace,

the whisper in their ears…sweet nothings,

but they don’t care,

provided they are there, to hold, to stare at all day…..

What contradictions in the way we live our lives!!

NO ONE KNOWS ME

Right now I feel so weak,
I know I sometimes act like a freak,
But that’s not me,
No one knows me,
No one knows the real me.

I’m just a little fool,
That still goes to school,
I’m just a simple guy,
Like all other guys.


With dark brown eyes,
That tells no lies,
With an outer calm face and inner loud cries,

With non-stop gloomy tears,
With a heart full of bitter fears,
With a forlorn broken heart,
With my fellow sorrow that never leaves me apart.

With sleepless and long nights,
Dark with no beams of light,

Weak…..very weak,
Like an angel with no wings.

No one knows me,
I always smile in glee,
No matter how much pain I feel,
And the sadness in my eyes,
I always try not to reveal.

No one knows me,
I might be laughing at the moment,
But in a while…..ill again be felling this torment,
Weak…..very weak….

No one knows me!!

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED?

Have u ever wondered how it is like to feel like a stranger?
Like fish out of water?
Like a teardrop in a loud laughter?
Like love in the heart of a hater!

Have u ever wondered how it is like to feel lost?
Like a drop in the ocean?
Like a needle in a haystack?
Lost…that you don’t know white from black?
Like walking straight in a destination,
When you know there is no way to go back!

Have u ever wondered how it is like to feel confused?
That you didn’t know,
When you are treated nicely,
And when you are abused,
Have u ever felt so low,
And you don’t know what to do or where to go,
When you see all the doors around you are closed and locked!

Have you ever wondered how it is to be in non-stop stress?
When u never feel so sure about something you have to guess?
When you feel like crying out aloud?
And spit the burden of these hard feelings inside u?
Though these feelings you have to keep and suppress,
Although you are in the greatest need of a caress!

No one wants to feel like a stranger,
No one wants to feel lost,
No one wants to feel confused,
No one ever wants to be in non-stop stress!

SOMETIMES..….ALL THE TIMES

Sometimes I keep on building high walls around me,
Not to keep myself away,
But to see who cares enough to make them fall.

Sometimes I keep myself inside a fence,
Not as a defense,
But rather to see who really feels me…who has enough sense.

Sometimes I prefer to be isolated,
Not to be lonely,
But rather to see who cares enough to come close.

Sometimes I prefer to be remote,
Not because of fear,
But rather to see who cares enough to be near.

Sometimes I intend to be mysterious,
Not because I want to look serious,
But rather to see who cares enough to be curious.

Sometimes I decide to be passive,
Not to show no interest,
But to see who cares enough to be impressive.

Sometimes I intend to keep the distance,
Not to act arrogant,
But rather to see who cares enough to be persistent.

Sometimes I intend to be unsocial,
Not to be rude,
But rather to see to whom I am really special.

Sometimes I keep all my secrets covered,
To see by whom and how they will be discovered.

Sometimes……all the times….
And until now, I haven’t found the kind of person I want to be,
I haven’t found the person that when I be ill succeed.

What days have taught me...part 3

Days have taught me,
that lovers meet and stay together,
and others are apart,
so if you are one who have been left behind,
don’t cry and suffer,
just search for a new start…

Days have taught me,
The past I must forget,
And nothing needs my regret,
Days have taught me,
To open my heart and forgive,
Cause that will help me survive and live…




Days have taught me,
To always offer a helping hand,
And never doubt in people when there is no proof,
To always try and understand…

Days have taught me,
Not to be shy if I have done something wrong,
But to admit it and be proud that I have learned,
A lesson that will help me to be strong….

Today I have just learnt,
That the bonds we make will always remain,
The hearts we break will always be shattered,
The insults we utter will always hurt,
And the cuts we get/give will never heal,
If they do, a scar will always remain.

WHY?

Why
do we love,
if life will make us apart....

Why
do our feelings grow
if days will change them all....

Why
do our hearts beat with warm passion
if distance between us blows it off....

Why,
do we tell each other 'i love you'
when we cant even care enough......

Why
do we respond to every word and touch,
when we cant erase from our hearts the fear...

Why cant you stop those painful tears?
Why cant you be cruel when he/she is near?

Why
do we promise,
when we cant keep the 'damn' promises....

Why,
do we smile,
when inside, we wish we weren't there?

I wonder why,
it has to be this way???

What days have taught me.....part 2.

Days have taught me,

That when there is darkness,

For sure dawn is the next,

And when everything is so tiring,

There will be time to rest.

Days have taught me,

To always care for a friend,

Always be true and never pretend,

To always love with no end,

And for any broken hearts, 

To try and mend.

Days have taught me,

To never feel the hate,

To always be confident and never hesitate

And always believe in fate........

 

What days have taught me....the trilogy!

Days have taught me,

To always dream.....         

However, 

It might never come true,

But that’s the best way,

To live life through.

Days have taught me,

To dream so high........

To never give up, to always try

To never let go,

Or say goodbye.

To be continued...................

ELABORATION

If he said he ‘loves you’,
You’d probably say you love him too.
But would you be sailing in the same boat,
Heading towards the same goal?

Human emotions are sometimes confusing,
Lust…..like……love……which is it?
Lust is as bad as infatuation,
All one thinks of is their own satisfaction,


Like is so simple,
Easily replaced,
Easily swayed…..

Love is a deep emotion,
It forces you into compassion,
Bringing you into completion,
Threatening death if you are without that special person.

So when he says he loves you,
He means that you complete him,
Not a day goes by without him thinking of you,
And because living without you would be equivalent to death,
He needs you more day by day.

My Online Friends

I've had one of those days, you know what I mean?
So I sit back and relax,
and turn on my computer screen.

I'll talk to all my online friends,
who know just what to say,
to make my stresses go,
and my troubles fade away.


My friends you're always there for me
whenever I feel blue
and though we've never met before
I know our friendships true.

And although we haven't been friends for long
in this short time it seems
we shared so many things already
our hopes, our fears, our dreams.

We come from different walks of life
but we share a common bond
and it's time to say that of all of you
I've grown so very fond.

So thank you friends for being there
whenever I've needed you
I know you're always there for me
and you know I'm there for you.