SOMETIMES..….ALL THE TIMES

Sometimes I keep on building high walls around me,
Not to keep myself away,
But to see who cares enough to make them fall.

Sometimes I keep myself inside a fence,
Not as a defense,
But rather to see who really feels me…who has enough sense.

Sometimes I prefer to be isolated,
Not to be lonely,
But rather to see who cares enough to come close.

Sometimes I prefer to be remote,
Not because of fear,
But rather to see who cares enough to be near.

Sometimes I intend to be mysterious,
Not because I want to look serious,
But rather to see who cares enough to be curious.

Sometimes I decide to be passive,
Not to show no interest,
But to see who cares enough to be impressive.

Sometimes I intend to keep the distance,
Not to act arrogant,
But rather to see who cares enough to be persistent.

Sometimes I intend to be unsocial,
Not to be rude,
But rather to see to whom I am really special.

Sometimes I keep all my secrets covered,
To see by whom and how they will be discovered.

Sometimes……all the times….
And until now, I haven’t found the kind of person I want to be,
I haven’t found the person that when I be ill succeed.

What days have taught me...part 3

Days have taught me,
that lovers meet and stay together,
and others are apart,
so if you are one who have been left behind,
don’t cry and suffer,
just search for a new start…

Days have taught me,
The past I must forget,
And nothing needs my regret,
Days have taught me,
To open my heart and forgive,
Cause that will help me survive and live…




Days have taught me,
To always offer a helping hand,
And never doubt in people when there is no proof,
To always try and understand…

Days have taught me,
Not to be shy if I have done something wrong,
But to admit it and be proud that I have learned,
A lesson that will help me to be strong….

Today I have just learnt,
That the bonds we make will always remain,
The hearts we break will always be shattered,
The insults we utter will always hurt,
And the cuts we get/give will never heal,
If they do, a scar will always remain.

WHY?

Why
do we love,
if life will make us apart....

Why
do our feelings grow
if days will change them all....

Why
do our hearts beat with warm passion
if distance between us blows it off....

Why,
do we tell each other 'i love you'
when we cant even care enough......

Why
do we respond to every word and touch,
when we cant erase from our hearts the fear...

Why cant you stop those painful tears?
Why cant you be cruel when he/she is near?

Why
do we promise,
when we cant keep the 'damn' promises....

Why,
do we smile,
when inside, we wish we weren't there?

I wonder why,
it has to be this way???

What days have taught me.....part 2.

Days have taught me,

That when there is darkness,

For sure dawn is the next,

And when everything is so tiring,

There will be time to rest.

Days have taught me,

To always care for a friend,

Always be true and never pretend,

To always love with no end,

And for any broken hearts, 

To try and mend.

Days have taught me,

To never feel the hate,

To always be confident and never hesitate

And always believe in fate........

 

What days have taught me....the trilogy!

Days have taught me,

To always dream.....         

However, 

It might never come true,

But that’s the best way,

To live life through.

Days have taught me,

To dream so high........

To never give up, to always try

To never let go,

Or say goodbye.

To be continued...................

ELABORATION

If he said he ‘loves you’,
You’d probably say you love him too.
But would you be sailing in the same boat,
Heading towards the same goal?

Human emotions are sometimes confusing,
Lust…..like……love……which is it?
Lust is as bad as infatuation,
All one thinks of is their own satisfaction,


Like is so simple,
Easily replaced,
Easily swayed…..

Love is a deep emotion,
It forces you into compassion,
Bringing you into completion,
Threatening death if you are without that special person.

So when he says he loves you,
He means that you complete him,
Not a day goes by without him thinking of you,
And because living without you would be equivalent to death,
He needs you more day by day.

My Online Friends

I've had one of those days, you know what I mean?
So I sit back and relax,
and turn on my computer screen.

I'll talk to all my online friends,
who know just what to say,
to make my stresses go,
and my troubles fade away.


My friends you're always there for me
whenever I feel blue
and though we've never met before
I know our friendships true.

And although we haven't been friends for long
in this short time it seems
we shared so many things already
our hopes, our fears, our dreams.

We come from different walks of life
but we share a common bond
and it's time to say that of all of you
I've grown so very fond.

So thank you friends for being there
whenever I've needed you
I know you're always there for me
and you know I'm there for you.